I will not make the same mistakes that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not breake the way you did, you fell so hard. I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.

Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust, not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid.

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. My heart can't possibly breake, when it wasn't even whole to start with!

I watched you die. I've heard you cry. You never thought of anyone else, you should saw your pain. And now I'm crying in the middle of the night for the same damn thing...

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I am... afraid.